I wonder if they ever really know whats going on with me
People are talking about Madeline a lot these days and it hurts, because I miss her so much. Sometimes I wonder if she was still here if she would love me. I am not sure if I am capable of love. My heart is a wound, but I won’t let them see that. I will not break yet. I will keep going and one day maybe this pain will be gone. Until then I will smile and shake their hands.